well yes my brother...the thai woman are most beautiful...i had forgotten how cute they are...and tiny...however i am managing to with hold from the temptation...josh and i climb a small mountain yesterday...sort of like the grouse grind...only it was fricken hot...we sat at the top and had a nice chat...thai hookers was one of the topics...he told me his stories and i told him mine...at the end of the discussion we concluded that what will happen on this trip will be what is supposed to happen...however at this time in my life i am not about stealing energy from another person...it's not in me anymore...and josh felt the same way...we both felt that this trip is one of neutrallity if that makes sense...learning...seeing...being an equal with natural and the universe and with our brothers and sisters.
i have been thinking about you...man dude we have shared some amazing times...your my brother...my family...almost like a dad to me...you helped save my life...you watched my in my deapest despair...strong...you pushed me and lifted me up...i thank you so much...i love you so much...now as i take this journey without you...it's like you have help me build my strength...and now like a proud parent let me go off wondering the world...i always thought that it was i who was taking you traveling showing you the world...i realize now that it was you who was there watching over me...maybe you could say the samething...you are a guiding light...a beautiful light
i want you to know that you are still with me...everyday...closer than ever...u gave my a light b4 i left...several actually...and what a perfect gift it was...agian u r with me lighting my path...being close...
have a perfect day today with lots of laughter...
peace
mag19
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Mark....where you are now and where I am (Mexico) brings back memories from where we both were 2 years ago, we are in much stronger places now. I can't help but have a feeling of nervous apprehension return in remembering that time. Remember to look at life through your heart and not only your head and I know you will find not only beauty but also light, truth, compassion and utmost humanity. Love J ps travel safe
hmm - i love this journey you are taking us on, even as far the distance, learning through you and the people you surround yourself with ... such a gift.
sounds like this journey is just the beginning of a beautiful chapter ...
jen ... marcel - 2 spirits that have touched your life and reading how much you appreciate them ... it's just an honor to share that respect with you ...
friendships they say come and go ... one thing is for sure - the ones you remember will always be a part of each of your days and despite the distance - it's such a beautiful love to know that in your heart that friendship is forever
hugs, smiles n' love, fly high!
fckr! I am writing this as i am crying. Dude, thank you for this email, it means a lot to me.
I have been thinking a lot about you lately as well. In fact I was thinking about you yesterday. I wanted to thank you for being there for me. You have really been an anchor for me, I never really worried, well not true, I always worried about shit, but I always knew that you were there to take care of things if shit hit the fan. And it never really did. So that was one of the lessons for me.
I am opening a new door in my life right now, it's me! I don't think I am in the same place as you, however I am in a really good place. Everyday I feel more and more of myself, and it feels good. When we had dinner the other night, I realized how much I missed you. I wanted to tell you that, before you left. I am really connected to you bud. You are a real loving guy. I am blessed that you love me.
I wish you an amazing trip, be safe, have fun and honour your values. I am with you bud.
love,
Marcel
**show Josh what being a man is all about. I wish I had a good role model like you when I was his age.
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