4-05-2007 Day 5 …the construct of ‘Dream’

4-05-2007 Day 5 …the construct of ‘Dream’

‘Tiger balm for your throat. T3’s are working wonders. This is an incomparable amazing experience. I love you. Peace.’ Josh Greenberg

…my grandfather Zaida Izzie visited me last night…I didn’t see an image of him…it was only a voice…this has happen once before when I was travelling on a ferry from Athens to Santorini Greece…I suppose it was a dream although it sounded very real…like when I heard his voice I virtually looked around for him…it’s been 14 years…1993…since I heard his voice on that ferry boat. He told me that he was dying and that he didn’t have a lot of time left…he told me that I should come home…I remember thinking and being totally confused…I didn’t want to upset him, but I was thinking that hey wait a minute you are already past…you died in 1992…what do you mean your dying…your dead.

[NB. I didn’t know this at the time of course but around the time of this dream my sister Andrea who lives in Israel had a terrifying experience…her 10 year suffered 3rd degree burns to a portion of his body, hands and face from a accident involving a can of butane. He is recovering as you read this.]

last nights sleep was the worst so far…wooden pillow my ass

the monks talk today was a repeat from a few days ago…Buddha’s message was that human’s spend too much time seeking pleasure…this leads to sorrow…so we continue to seek greater pleasure or stimulus…here’s something new…remember yesterday when we touched on the concept that our reality is being re-created moment by moment…well humans are constantly renewing the ‘self’ or ‘Our Self’ with each new moment/experience…this strengthens the ‘self’…this can happen moment by moment…each new ‘self’ stronger than the last…think about the last movie you saw…how many different emotions did u experience…probably 1000s…how many new ‘self’s’ were created…happy me….sad me…excited me…disgusted me…bored me…wish I had that car me…each new ‘self’ carries with it a ‘ME’ as part of it’s construct…

that’s a lot of me’s

rest in peace…I love you andrea and all your kids

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